Embrace the Paradox

Embrace the Paradox ~ Original Poetry © JA Valderrama

Archive for the month “July, 2014”

Ready?

We scrunch down and make ourselves small
Afraid to stretch tall where it matters most
We have seen what happens
To those who dare speak of a different way
Martyrs, it seems they all became

Instead we pretend to be bold
By spouting off the same old jargon
Under the latest veneer
The braggadocio and tough talk

As if it’s courage and not quivering
That drives us to threat displays
Flashing around symbols of power and coercion
Like gold-toothed sharks feeding on frenzy

We are not ready, how can we not be ready?
Stunted in our growth as a species
Doubling in on ourselves
Tender love for humanity, aching in my heart
I am not one to dismiss us as a mistake
Though so often we seem out of step with creation
Little lost children defacing our playground
Forgetting who we are or where we came from

But I am getting too tired to be afraid
That clean feeling of being utterly spent
Liberating me from pretense and denial

Perhaps it is not too late for us
To stop skulking in the shadows
Like masters of darkness

Magnets

In my dreams, I turn and turn
Trying to catch a glimpse of myself
I know I am there, just out of reach
My eyes repelled to the sight
Like two magnets opposing one another
For a second, I will myself through
Only to recoil in a momentary panic
The nakedness unbearable
Receding into the unspoken
Indescribable and forgotten

But the dreams keep coming
Hinting of the impenetrable
Perplexing me with the feeling
That I am missing something
Beyond a foggy veil, a mental cataract

The mother turns her gaze away
As if she could wish it all to be well
The child learns through what is not said
Yearning for more, feeling with fingertips
That force, like magnets
Pushing away from the truth

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